29 February 2016

I have found the one whom my soul loves

Love is devotion
Love is affection
Love cannot be bought or sold
For it's priceless unlike gold

Love brings people together
Touching hearts and souls
Love makes people think
It makes them fell

Love is tenderness
It makes one kind
Love is forgiving
It's not self seeking

Love in happiness
It makes one faithful and true
Love must exist in the hearts
To last...


Luka yang disebabkan oleh
sebatang anak panah akan
meninggalkan kesan dan
kemudiannya akan
sembuh.

 Sebuah rimba
yang dirobohkan oleh
sebilah kapak akan
tumbuh kembali.

Tetapi
luka yang disebabkan
oleh kata-kata akan tetap
menjadi luka yang dalam
dan tidak akan sembuh.


"Janganlah kamu mengkhianatinya walaupun kisah silamnya terlalu hitam"


25 February 2016

Just for me

masih mencari yg sesuai...

masih belum mempunyai yg sesuai

masih tiada yg sesuai


I'm searching, for the person just for me.
Someone who will love me because I am myself,
and I found her.
but that was the beginning of something even more painful.
It is painful to be next to her.
Though I could not do anything.
It is painful to see her go through pain.
That is why I decided to stop being in front of her,
and disappear.
I disappeared because I love her.
And yet, it's even more painful being unable to see her,
and even more painful not being able to meet her.
I parted ways because i love her.

24 February 2016

Al-Baqarah: 282

O you who have believed, when you contract a debt for a specified term, write it down. And let a scribe write [it] between you in justice. Let no scribe refuse to write as Allah has taught him. So let him write and let the one who has the obligation dictate. And let him fear Allah , his Lord, and not leave anything out of it. But if the one who has the obligation is of limited understanding or weak or unable to dictate himself, then let his guardian dictate in justice. And bring to witness two witnesses from among your men. And if there are not two men [available], then a man and two women from those whom you accept as witnesses - so that if one of the women errs, then the other can remind her. And let not the witnesses refuse when they are called upon. And do not be [too] weary to write it, whether it is small or large, for its [specified] term. That is more just in the sight of Allah and stronger as evidence and more likely to prevent doubt between you, except when it is an immediate transaction which you conduct among yourselves. For [then] there is no blame upon you if you do not write it. And take witnesses when you conclude a contract. Let no scribe be harmed or any witness. For if you do so, indeed, it is [grave] disobedience in you. And fear Allah . And Allah teaches you. And Allah is Knowing of all things.

23 February 2016

Remotely

I love your yarns
I hope you never stop spinning them

You're the love of my life
I just worry about you

I don't want you to be the person who lives in her stories
Life only moves forward


You will be shocked,
when you discover how easy
it is in life to part ways with people forever
That's why when you find someone you want to keep around
you do something about it

22 February 2016

I finally found my 'reset button'

But you know what sucks? When I was at the top of that lighthouse, despite everything else

Ted : Wow. It's like traveling back in time.
Cassie : Just stop talking.

it was breathtaking.
And I wasted it.

I mean, how many places have I ruined forever by being there with the wrong girl?

So come back with the right girl.

I don't know.

I'm starting to think a person gets a certain allotment of lighthouses per lifetime.
And I've used all mine up.


--: And that, is the kind of stupid thing you say before you've met the person who hits the reset button on the world, who makes everything new again, who makes it seem ridiculous that you ever considered settling.

19 February 2016

Dobler-Dahmer theory

It's the Dobler-Dahmer theory.

If both people are into each other, a big romantic gesture works.

Like Lloyd Dobler holding up the boom box outside Diane Court's window in Say Anything.

But if one person isn't into the other, the same gesture comes off serial-killer crazy, or Dahmer.

Whether a gesture's charming or alarming depends on how it's received.
HIMYM S08E15

18 February 2016

Good to see you

It is super-weird between us, and I don't want it to be.

So let me just say this.
I'm done.
You don't have to worry anymore. 
I'm done trying to get you.
I can't do it anymore.
I'm sorry it's taken me this long to figure it out, but I promise I'm done making a fool of myself.

It's okay.
I want it to be okay.
Neither one of us are gonna say, "Hey, how's it going?" or "Good to see you!" 
Because it really will be good to see you.



HIMYM S08E08

17 February 2016

Budak IT kene hacked. *Facepalm*

So early in the morning yesterday around 5am, ada lah seorang insan ni tak tahu apa niat,
nak log in masuk my social platform, and manage to enter twitter and instagram.

Disebabkan aku jenis tidur dengan hp, notification masuk terus terbangun. Dalam keadaan mamai, aku kena tukar semua password. Memang menyusahkan orang. Dia cuba masuk gmail and facebook, tak dapat sebab pakai two-step verification.

Nasib baik tak jadi apa-apa dan aku sempat retrieve account balik. Password punya panjang pun boleh kena hacked. Tak nak melatah, sebab salah sendiri. Last update password Feb 2011.

Semua dah set guna two-steps verification. tak buat save password on browser. limit kan.

affected account
- instagram
- twitter
- superior email
- cimb
- pbebank
- Teamviewer

T_T

16 February 2016

Turn to Allah

Ketika hatimu terlalu berharap kepada seseorang
maka Allah timpakan ke atas kamu pedihnya sebuah pengharapan,
supaya kamu mengetahui bahwa Allah
sangat mencemburui hati yang berharap selain Dia.
Maka Allah menghalangimu dari perkara tersebut agar
kamu kembali berharap kepada-Nya.
Imam Syafi’i

15 February 2016

To You

It's about finding that one thing you really care about. 
That one special thing that means more to you than anything else in the world. 
And when you find her... You fight for her. 
You risk it all. You put her in front of everything, your future, your life, all of it. 
And maybe the stuff you do to help her isn't so clean. 
You know what? 
It doesn't matter. Because in your heart you know, that the juice is worth the squeeze.



From The Girl Next Door Movie.

14 February 2016

The One

He tells him that although Victoria is wonderful, she is not "the life long treasure of destiny" for him, but "almost the thing he wants, but not quite". 
Ted tells him that maybe she will become "The One" for him as the time passes by, but Klaus tells him that when you meet "The One", you know instantaneously. 
He asks Ted if he has met "The One" for him, Ted says he thinks so, but Klaus tells him that if he had met "The One", he wouldn't need to think about it. Ted asks him if he is sure that he will find 'The One" for him someday, and Klaus tells him that everyone eventually finds "The One" for them, but they don't know when or where.

HIMYM S08E01

12 February 2016

"Silap silap kau yang syok sendiri"

Janji seorang insan.
Sumpah tak akan berbalik kepada dia
Memang ada sayang,
Tetapi tak akan bahagia dengannya
Bolehkah aku berpegang pada janji ini?
Aku tak akan pandang belakang

Sunyi

Sunyi ,

aku tidak suka hidup sunyi
terseksa bila sunyi
hidup aku nak bahagia
bukan sendiri
sendiri ?
oh aku tidak mahu begitu
aku mahu teman
teman yang boleh melahirkan perasaan cinta
aku nak kebahagian
tapi bukan kesorangan
aku tak rela hidup tanpa cinta
aku tak mahu hidup dalam sunyi
derita bila sendiri
cinta itu milik aku
aku mahu hidup dengan cinta
biarlah hidup ku
hidup yang dipenuhi dengan
CINTA

11 February 2016

The Beginning

dari jauh, dapat ku rasakan.
sesuatu yang tidak kena

mengundur diri adalah pilihan yang berat
tetapi dapat menyelamatkan dari diri ini terus dilukai


baik buruk
susah senang
suka duka
sedih gembira

bersyukur sekarang dia sudah happy
walaupun bukan dengan saya

biarkan ia jadi sejarah
pengajaran untuk sekarang
panduan untuk masa hadapan

Izin

Zaman sekarang senang sangat untuk seseorang nak buat dosa terhadap insan yang lain. Terutama dalam chatting apps.

Bayang kan, senang je untuk mengumpat berkenaan orang lain dengan kawan (selalunya best friend) tanpa pengetahuan orang tersebut. Tanpa perasan yang anda sedang mengumpat. Tak fikir nanti susah nak mintak maaf kalau dah terlambat. Tambahan kalau orang tu tak nak maaf kan.

Perbualan anda dengan dia hanyalah exclusive antara anda dan dia. Jika anda printscreen perbualan tersebut dan share tanpa pengetahuan orang tu, well guess what, anda dah menceroboh hak privacy orang tu. 

10 February 2016

Bergerak ke depan



setakat ini masih terdapat saki baki dalam hati untuk berdendam dengan dia.
tetapi akan ditetapkan hati ini juga untuk melepaskan perasaan tersebut.
haruslah berhenti untuk melihat, ingat, dan dengar apa-apa berkaitan dengan dia.


maka ditetapkan pada hari ini, aku berhenti.
dan akan move on.
semua sejarah yang berkaitan akan dilupuskan.



nasihat untuk hati dimasa hadapan
jangan ragu-ragu untuk menaruh harapan
memang dia bukan untuk kau
tetapi ingat, untuk kau ada diluar sana

ini pengajaran untuk kau
jangan biarkan perempuan mengawal kau dengan nafsu mereka


A sangkut kat dia. tp dia ada org lain.
A mengintip dia. dia dah tak ada
A mengintip org lain.

A sedih dalam suka.
A sunyi dalam senyuman.
A sengal.